I'm okay, but I've not written because I feel bad for drinking these past two months. Not like before, but I know it's a slippery slope. And I did have one episode of blacking out on September 30th. Which you'd think would stop me in my tracks....I'm in a place where I don't want to share my feelings. Not a depression, but a feeling of defeat in this road of not drinking.
There I did it! Baby steps again. I'm okay.
