Thankful

Today is Thanksgiving in the US; the start to the holiday season.  Given the pandemic, it is not going to be the typical gathering of family and friends, which is sad.  However, I am grateful those around me, family and friends, have not been hit with the virus.  We are all well.  I am sad for those who have been affected by this awful virus, whether by contacting it and/or having loved ones pass; losing jobs and connections with people, etc.  It's been a tough year.

I have great hopes for the near future.  I haven't given into the "end of the world" mentality of it all.  I believe, "this too shall pass".  I am hopeful for better times to come.  Until then, I have many things to be thankful for, too many to list here, but the one I will share is 18 days without a drink!

That is something to be greatly, thankful for today.

Week Two

 Mondays are, well...

Anyway, it was a productive day.  And it was a day where I questioned, why?

Why stop drinking?

I know why.

But still, the thoughts through my head went there.

It was bound to creep up, the thoughts of why, why, why...

Tomorrow is another day.  A new day.

So far, doing well.

 It's Saturday night, just before 8pm.

I got through the weekend!  Given the time right now, and that I ate dinner, I know no cravings will rear up for the rest of the evening.

Today was a good day.  My husband and I went to one of our local beaches and had lunch.  When my husband ordered a beer, I didn't get too jumpy.  As I've written in the past, my husband can order the one beer and that's it.  I knew one beer wasn't worth crying about, at least this time I felt that way.  The rest of the day we ran errands then came home.  

Tomorrow, I made plans to get up early to visit my sister.  My mom is going to meet us there.  It will be another good, nice day.  I haven't been able to hang out with them as much as I'd like, given the times.  When we are together, the time flies.  As Sunday's are all day football games (here in the US) my husband enjoys his time watching football without me!

It has been a very, long while since I have strung together 6 days without drinking.

So far, so good. 

Once Again

 Here I go, giving it another shot.  

The years are sliding by, and I am still drinking, not making it to stay sober.

I won't give up till I die.

I do not need to drink.  

I do not want to drink.

I need to hold on to that feeling when the time will get tough.

Here I go again. 

It has finally been called, the 46th President of the United States of America is Joseph Biden!

 So many new, good beginnings to come!

Fingers Crossed - Waiting to know who will be our next US President

 It's been 9 months since I posted.

Yes, I did begin drinking again, after my January post.

Then COVID-19 hit, and I began to drink more.

Why?

All kinds of reasons, but staying at home, going no where, not having to get up to go to work (I am one of the lucky ones to work from home) and just plain boredom, all contributed to drinking more.

I think of giving birth to a new attitude at this point, I am ready to give it another go.

This time, I have a coach who will help me (you could say a sober sponsor).  Someone I respect.  Someone who has been there and done that with this sober ride.  

The candidate I want to win for president, is almost there!  I see it as a sign.  There is a power pulling for the right thing to happen; I think it may be the same for me!

It is good to be back on track.