Hello to whoever is reading this! I'm still here, although quiet for far too long. 2018 was a pretty good year. I did not reach my goal of being alcohol free 100% but I did make good progress with my drinking. There's much to share on how 2018 netted out in regards to all my efforts to stay sober much of the time, but I'm not ready to delve into it all, maybe I won't ever be. However, I'm not giving up "on giving up" alcohol. This is a phrase I'm borrowing from PDTG's blog.
It's never to late, sometimes it's too long in coming, but until I'm dead, I always can try to be better with this alcohol problem of mine. But please know, I'm moving forward, I'm really am.
To 2019, I'm excited to see where it goes!
I'm not giving up giving up either! I love where I am headed. We need to not beat ourselves up for not getting there yet. We will become better versions of ourselves through this process, we already have made lots of progress. While I think abstinence would be ideal there may be in betweens that are okay too if managed. Depends on where we want to focus our lives and what effort we are willing to put forth. I'm going to use my word "Decision" to carve out more time to do things I push off which includes not drinking.
ReplyDeleteI'm there with you!! xo, ll
DeleteYou have done really well and should be proud of yourself. Keep going and moving in the right direction!
ReplyDeleteThank you PDTG! I'm better, this I know, but I could even be more so, this I know too.
DeleteWoo Hoo! I’m reading Lia!
ReplyDeleteBig hugs,
xo
Wendy
Wendy, you are the best ever! Thanks for your nonjudgmental support, it's meant a lot to me. xoxo, ll
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